Monday, March 8, 2010

Shhhhh

Bind her up,

Tie her down.

Take away her freedom.

Take away her choice.

Rip away her shield,

Leave her unprotected.

Ignore her cries for help

Ignore her pleas to stop.

Break her heart,

Break her trust.

She’ll never look at you the same now.

She’ll never love you like she could of,

You’ve broken something special

That can never be repaired.

Strip away her feelings

And indulge her in your want.

“shhhh” you coo as you muffle her cries

wiping away the tears

you taste them on your tongue.

This doesn’t stop the feelings from build own below.

She struggles

She cries

She begs you to stop.

The tears flow freely,

Bringing a smile into your eyes.

You are in control,

She is under you command

She is yours.

This is what you do to you property.

You act upon your want,

You act upon your desire.

You scar her for life

As you take what is yours.

Her smile

Her laugh,

The love in her eyes,

Her innocence,

Is yours.

You will never see her smile again,

Hear true laughs escape her lips,

Or see the love shining in her eyes

As she says she loves you.

You have spoilt her wedding day,

With a blush upon her face,

She may never get married now,

Or trust another male.

This all because of you,

And your actions here tonight.

The gleam of love was once in your eyes,

Has disappeared.

All that’s left is lust and want,

And anger in your eyes.

“please” she begs, her voice breaking,

tears running from her eyes.

“no” she whispers wanting to be free.

“shhhhhh” you coo again, as you look within her eyes.

She is scared,

She is broken,

She is yours.

With a final smirk you whisper to her

“this will only hurt for a moment”

You rip her to shreds,

You take away her pride and joy,

You steal her innocents.

You hear her scream but do not stop

This is your pleasure now.

You feel the blood upon you now

As you bleed her dry,

But take it as another sign.

That her screams are not of pain

Or of a broken heart.

Her screams encourage you,

Faster,

Hard,

Deeper,

Longer,

More.

You only see the pleasure,

You cannot see the pain you inflict,

Upon the girl you love.

Your indulge in all your wants,

And become one of instinct.

Again and again,

You scar her,

As you enter this deed again,

Taking all the pleasure you can,

And leaving her screaming on the bed.

Minutes crawl by for her,

Seeming like hours and days,

But for you it’s not long enough,

Only seconds for this it seems.

Sooner then you thought it would,

You finish with a smile.

Panting hard and breathing fast,

You lay down next to her.

Wrap your arms around her waist

and pull her closer still.

You can feel her body shake,

As she sobs from joy.

Is it joy that she is sobbing from,

Or the fact you stole her joy?

Still you hold her close,

And start to fall asleep.

She is trapped within your arms

As you whisper your goodnight.

“shhhhh my love” you mutter, as you fall asleep,

“I’ve finally shown you how I love you”

and with that the world escapes.

That night you’ll dream of your actions,

And of your darkest deeds.

But her pain with be replaces with pleasure,

And her screams replaced with moans.

And when she told you she hates you,

Will be replaced with

“I love you”

when you awaken the next day,

and find her still besides you,

you’ll do it all again to her,

in a hopes she’ll one day love it.

the poor young woman, lying in your arms.

She dead inside you know?

No one else will see it,

No one else will know.

But you won’t see it either,

As you take her once again.

You will only see your joy

As it finally comes to the end.

One day you’ll arrive

And try to find her face

But she’ll have disappeared

Never to appear again.

She has become strong enough

And tricked you to believe

That she loves you,

That you can trust her,

But now she’s run away.

So now you’re all alone

Because of your mistake

You’ve lost the one you love.

Will you try and get her back,

And make her run some more.

Will you move on and try to scar another?

Do you know  in years to come you’ll see her on the street.

She will be laughing and smiling

And being with her friends.

Her eyes will shine with a light,

That you once took away.

She laugh will ring like true tone bells

Not the broken ones you made.

She will be close to friends,

And truly having fun.

Something you haven’t seen

For before you stole it away.

Those scars will still be there,

Hidden deep inside

But she will no longer be afraid,

That she will not be loved.

She will finally be free

From what you did to her.

How will this make you feel?

Will you be happy, that you have seen her once again

Will you be angry, that she ran away back then.

Will you be filled, with the desire you once had,

Or will you simply walk away, and forget about what you did see?

But when you lay asleep at night,

Her face will haunt your mind.

No longer will your dreams be filled,

With her eyes crying as she screams.

Tonight you’ll see the smiling girl,

That you once did love.

Tonight within your dreams,

You still see her laugh,

And smile up at you,

But now you know,

That was very true.

You have seen her smile,

That was true to the heart,

Do you know now,

That you broke it apart?

Will you leave her be,

And let her grow,

And one day she be,

And have someone to show.

All the scars,

She hide away,

All the lies,

She told you that day.

She will tell,

Her love that’s true,

And from then on,

Forget about you.

Shhhhhh

Its over,

Shhhhh!

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